It's funny how I'm getting back into the old routine even after something as drastic as Cancer caught me out. It's been over five months since my diagnosis and I am still here and mostly healthy.
Yeah sure, five days a month I have to take some pills that that make feel bad and I have the occasional seizures, and I have a new hobby (the blog). Home life is pretty much as is it used to be with all the usual family ups and downs. Even my work life is starting to build up again (I'm off to Nice for three days this week work related).
I should, of course, be ecstatic about this, but there is a part of me that feels I should be living my life differently now, making more more of what I have left because I know that anytime my health might fail.....but hey isn't that is true for all of us.
Cool: I enjoyed my life before and I'm enjoying it still.
IAN 1. CANCER 0.
Sunday, 20 January 2008
Tuesday, 15 January 2008
Goodbye Mr. IT
I opened my e-mail box this morning to find the sad message that one of my more recent colleagues died on Sunday. He was the guy who looked after our local office IT infrastructure.
I know he had been ill for a while and I guessed it was fairly serious but it came as a severe shock to hear of his death. I don't know exactly how old he was, but he was way younger than me much adding to the shock. No one deserves to leave us that young.
Bye mate, we'll miss the great job you did and the humour with which you did it.
I know he had been ill for a while and I guessed it was fairly serious but it came as a severe shock to hear of his death. I don't know exactly how old he was, but he was way younger than me much adding to the shock. No one deserves to leave us that young.
Bye mate, we'll miss the great job you did and the humour with which you did it.
Will Smith is Legend
Went to see "I am Legend" with the family last night. The film stars Will Smith. I like Will Smith movies because he tends to play in the kind of movies I like (Mostly Sci-Fi). This was no exception, but this time Will deserted the usual Hollwood Happy Ending which came as a bit of a schock.
It's a story that has been done many times before. Scientists find cure (cancer this time) cure turns sour in some way and causes Zombies. Hero has to cure the cure while avoiding and hacking Zombies. Worth a watch to see New York in such a beatifully rendered unkempt fashion.
28 Days later did it better without spending anything like as much (I'm guessing) on an unkempt London.
It's a story that has been done many times before. Scientists find cure (cancer this time) cure turns sour in some way and causes Zombies. Hero has to cure the cure while avoiding and hacking Zombies. Worth a watch to see New York in such a beatifully rendered unkempt fashion.
28 Days later did it better without spending anything like as much (I'm guessing) on an unkempt London.
Monday, 14 January 2008
Chasing Daylight
The effects of this last session of Chemo went on longer than the last by an extra day or maybe two. I guess that is down the increased dosage. I hope I get used to this. Interesting though I've had no seizures for 10 days now, the biggest gap since September, so I hope that is a positive sign.
On Friday I had a great lunch with a colleague I haven't seen for a long time. After talking the usual state of health stuff we had time to talk about Enterprise architecture and some of the work we've both been doing for our respective firms.
He brought me a book which I had not seen before called "Chasing Rainbows" It's written by Eugene O'Kelly (or rather a ghost writer, almost literally in this case) who until May 2005 was the CEO and Chairman of KPMG US when he was diagnosed with late stage brain cancer (in fact he had 3 golf ball size GBM tumours). This is the story of the the 3 months he had to live and how he dealt with it. This is one of the few books of this type I can recommend (I read the book in just a couple of sittings). I got a few tips out of it, and perhaps more importantly some confirmations of my own thoughts. My only complaint is that it reads like a US business book. i.e. it repeats itself too much.
Thanks for the present Frank.
On Friday I had a great lunch with a colleague I haven't seen for a long time. After talking the usual state of health stuff we had time to talk about Enterprise architecture and some of the work we've both been doing for our respective firms.
He brought me a book which I had not seen before called "Chasing Rainbows" It's written by Eugene O'Kelly (or rather a ghost writer, almost literally in this case) who until May 2005 was the CEO and Chairman of KPMG US when he was diagnosed with late stage brain cancer (in fact he had 3 golf ball size GBM tumours). This is the story of the the 3 months he had to live and how he dealt with it. This is one of the few books of this type I can recommend (I read the book in just a couple of sittings). I got a few tips out of it, and perhaps more importantly some confirmations of my own thoughts. My only complaint is that it reads like a US business book. i.e. it repeats itself too much.
Thanks for the present Frank.
Monday, 7 January 2008
Chemo Cycle 2
My 2nd post radiation chemo cycle started on Saturday. I'm now on the maximum dosage of 400mg for the 5 day "on" period, and this will continue for the other four cycles too.
We started to take down the Christmas decorations as tonight is Twelfth Night (at least in our tradition), but didn't have time to get them all finished, so we left the lights up but turned them off.
On Saturday, Carol and I went to friends for dinner. These are friends who we can discuss anything with, so we covered the whole set of politics. religion and sex at some point. A favourite subject with us nowadays (as you can imagine) is death and the afterlife. Sad to say, we didn't come up with definitive answers, so I guess we'll have to wait and see :-)
Tried to settle down to some work today but finding it difficult to concentrate, so gave up after a couple of hours and sat down to write this blog entry....which obviously takes up much less concentration. I've also lost my apetite today and I think I need a snooze now.
I'll let the Rabbit report on any updates in the world
p.s. Thanks to Lyn for the only rabbit greetings so far
We started to take down the Christmas decorations as tonight is Twelfth Night (at least in our tradition), but didn't have time to get them all finished, so we left the lights up but turned them off.
On Saturday, Carol and I went to friends for dinner. These are friends who we can discuss anything with, so we covered the whole set of politics. religion and sex at some point. A favourite subject with us nowadays (as you can imagine) is death and the afterlife. Sad to say, we didn't come up with definitive answers, so I guess we'll have to wait and see :-)
Tried to settle down to some work today but finding it difficult to concentrate, so gave up after a couple of hours and sat down to write this blog entry....which obviously takes up much less concentration. I've also lost my apetite today and I think I need a snooze now.
I'll let the Rabbit report on any updates in the world
p.s. Thanks to Lyn for the only rabbit greetings so far
Wednesday, 2 January 2008
Ian's Internet Rabbit
The strangest Christmas gift this year (thanks Carol) is my Internet Rabbit. It's a French product (of course) which connects to sets of of Internet services like e-mail alerts, RSS feeds and weather feeds. So what is so special about it?
It is a 20cm high rabbit call a Nabaztag that using Wireless Networking provides information through a loudspeaker (it will vocalise RSS feeds, e-mails and play internet Radio feeds), ears that move (indicating its state) and 4 multicoloured lights which which can be be programed to do all sorts of thing, at the moment my lights indicate the weather forecast.
It also has a microphone that you can use to deliver commands. Press the button on it's head and say "weather" to get tomorrow's weather for your region. We're supposedely going to get snow. It also has an RFID reader in it, but at the there do not seem to be any applications for that yet.
Go to the "My Friend has a Rabbit" at www.nabaztag.com and feel free to send me messages at iansnab.
The whole thing is rather buggy at the moment, and it remains to be seen how useful it it will become (when the community writes more stuff for it), but its already good fun.
It is a 20cm high rabbit call a Nabaztag that using Wireless Networking provides information through a loudspeaker (it will vocalise RSS feeds, e-mails and play internet Radio feeds), ears that move (indicating its state) and 4 multicoloured lights which which can be be programed to do all sorts of thing, at the moment my lights indicate the weather forecast.
It also has a microphone that you can use to deliver commands. Press the button on it's head and say "weather" to get tomorrow's weather for your region. We're supposedely going to get snow. It also has an RFID reader in it, but at the there do not seem to be any applications for that yet.
Go to the "My Friend has a Rabbit" at www.nabaztag.com and feel free to send me messages at iansnab.
The whole thing is rather buggy at the moment, and it remains to be seen how useful it it will become (when the community writes more stuff for it), but its already good fun.
Tuesday, 1 January 2008
Welcome to 2008
Had a great holiday season with the family and friends, and now we all need to look at how to get rid of the extra few kilos we've added over the over the next few days while finishing up the last of the food (a fine balance)
We were helped a little by helping our younger daughter move to a new flat during the last week.
Over the last few days I have been feeling a bit anxious. I'm finding it a little difficult to find words when I want them and I'm making mistakes while I type. I'm hoping it's just temporary and due to the usual seasonal stresses and Kayleigh's move. But I must say I've never felt like like this before and the last couple of seizures have been more severe than for a while.
Anyway here's thanks for the great presents this year and all the best for everybody in 2008.
We were helped a little by helping our younger daughter move to a new flat during the last week.
Over the last few days I have been feeling a bit anxious. I'm finding it a little difficult to find words when I want them and I'm making mistakes while I type. I'm hoping it's just temporary and due to the usual seasonal stresses and Kayleigh's move. But I must say I've never felt like like this before and the last couple of seizures have been more severe than for a while.
Anyway here's thanks for the great presents this year and all the best for everybody in 2008.
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